I come back after a brief holiday only to find everyone building up tensions with me. Sorry but the 'end of the world' doesn't count as a reason to not repair relationships, Jay. No-one bothers to explain themselves, the actions of fellow group members, morally right or wrong, are considered correct just due to experience. Funny thing, considering that I explained in great detail every action of mine, yet it seems as if I'm speaking like a child to many of you, who prefer to have their characters resort to violence. Somehow, it doesn't seem to tick to most that I had Grant point the gun at the prisoner looking guy for good reasons despite me pointing out that A) he broke into Renee's apartment, B) he's in prisoner garb despite 9 months of the apocalypse, C) he's some newcomer that noone else has met and D) Grant was thrown down and he was standing in plain sight, away from the rest, so friendly fire wasn't an issue unless Grant's a real shit shot. Despite that, most of the group chose to side with him, even though by your logic, Grant had more experience than him. Saying that the 'entire group' does the same thing Grant does doesn't mean nor justify that everyone has to be aggressive. All these problems are apparently restricted to IC but nothing is stopping any of the characters from coming clean and talking it out. It's as if shooting/injuring/killing a guy is the best solution, just because it's more fun or whatever to the characters and players.
You're not getting my things, not until you sort your shit out. Until then, or if you choose to stick with your views then it's never, I'm keeping my things and bid adieu. Tough shit.