[align=center]HI.
If you're reading this.
You've probably made the biggest MISTAKE of your life.
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Name: Xi Kong-Sang (John Xi)
Age: 37
Occupation: Public Health Engineer (Formerly)
( 'DFE' Pharma's Novice of the Year award photo taken 2009. Attended with sister.)
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LOG
#1
Yeah. That's me. Name's John Xi. Birth name being Xi Kong-Sang. New Jersey, Edison. Pretty much where Thomas Edison literally came from. You know? The Wizard of Menlo Park. They named that shit after him. Anyways I lived there, fast forward many years. Many studies, many anxieties, many. . . internal issues. Problems that sure I could speak to a therapist but you know, to Asian parents of the first generation. It's no joke.
Fast forward another couple of years. Alright. Age where I start growing into college. Partying, hella drugs. Plentiful of moves to make. But as I steep the climb on life after graduation. It. Stalled.
Alone. Parents finished up on selling the house for tons of money, spared some to me and told me I was on my own as they returned to China.
I did everything alone for the past sixteen years of my life. Thirty-seven. I was unhappy with myself. The life at college was only, temporary at best. But fulfillment, failing to find love.
That's a huge thing. I have many accolades, but no one to really. Present it to.
Perhaps another time.
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#2
Only couple of weeks in so far in surviving this mess. The scenario alone is like dry ice. Heavier than air. There truly is no rest for the wicked when it comes down to the whole core idea of survival. Regarding Darwin and his theory.
It's a cut-throat market, much like how it was in Wall Street in New York during the eighties. The music was good during that time. RUSH is definitely the best band that has came out of the progressive era until 1981. Then they really pushed those musical notes to another level.
Hopefully that band is alright, and NOT infected. Wouldn't mind listening to the Spirit of Radio while smashing the heads of former people.
Other than that. Thankful to be here this far. Meeting David Loki (The man's name is based off of the Norse god of Trickery. Ain't that something?) But he hasn't fooled me or crossed me yet. I've yet to give him back his lead pipe he handed to me when he needed to take care of business but I haven't seen him since that lodge. I'm somewhat concerned for him but I know he'll be alright. The man's got a piece.
As well. That British chick, Ashley. She has definitely made my night with a bottle of cheap swill, the shit you get at a discount liquor store for like 16.99 but it's so much of it and has that shit taste but. Man the alcoholic content is so high, it just gets the job done right within a couple of shots. Gonna need to follow her for some scavenge trips in case she needs a hand with bagging some shit back to 'H. Q.'. These folks are paranoid, shifty sorts. Thus far. I only seen the bad side of things, because they're solving shit with the barrel of a gun.
It's the wild west all over again, and hopefully not going to wake up with a barrel at my head.
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(Please mind the dust as I touch up the toon, more interaction and content I get, the more I can write. Thank you for understanding. )
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Personality
Selfless "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, Right?"
Health Smart "Being in the field of Medical did give me some ideas about medical and how certain things work. I might know a lot more than I think I did, seeing that survival is a thing.
Fool "I'm a bit of a jester. I have a mouth on me, and I plan to use it in the most vulgar of ways. It's how I 'cope' with -MY- issues."
Mid-Life Crisis "CLEARLY I have issues in my life, that I haven't exactly sorted through since this mess!"
Brutal Honesty "I say it the way I say it because it's probably the most 'BASIC' of ways I can explain shit to you. I don't sugarcoat."[/align]
